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| User: | reagenashby (13553245) 
Chains Of Habit Are Too Small To Be Felt Until They Are Too Strong To Be Broken
Words Cut As Sharp As Any Blade, And Those Cuts Leave Scars Upon Our Souls
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| Name: | reagenashby |
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| Bio: | I love dance! I live in the UK and have danced since I can remember. I can watch it, listen to music scores and look at pictures of it for hours. Ballet and street are my absolute favourites, but when it comes to dance, I love it all! I also ride. I have horses near home and compete mainly dressage. Although I love to jump, I don't compete in it as heavily as I used to. I love to exercise, esp dance and pilates. I am obsessed with it actually, which makes up a good part of my illness. I draw, and being quite artistic, I can lose myself in a piece for hours on end. An escape I rely heavily on alot of the time. Reading is a big passion for me as well; it holds alot of the same benefits that art does. Films and music are a blessing in my life too.... Basically, I love anything where I can escape. There is the added benefit of learning as well. I'm a closet geek, so intelligent conversation and pass times do have an appeal for me (its the science nerd in me), although I suufer alot of peaks and troughs with my disorder so I can't always handle anything that involves any activity, whether thats physical or mental. My dog Henry is a blessing. His funny mannerisms and unconditional love are something I have come to rely on.
I am Anorexic with Bullimic tendencies. I was hospitalised two years ago, for the second time, after I attempted suicide. I have OCD, Social Anxiety Disorder and I Self Harm so i'm a pretty complicated package. Recently, I have had a real problem talking at all. I long to find somewhere that I am accepted as I am, as this has proved very difficult so far. I was bullied badly and relentlessly through school and have had a morbid fear of people since then. I really want to find a way not to be so lonely
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| Pictures: | over 40 public |
| Interests: | 11: animals, art, dance, film, gym, horses, music, reading, science, shoes...., theatre |
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